we went grocery shopping today, and we (or rather, more like josh was the one because the only thing i did was to finely dice two whole onions which let me tell you is still quite a toughie okay considering onions are such lethal stuff that make your eyes sting and teary and your nosey all sniffly) cooked indian butter chicken today, which needless to say, was a success! cookies and pancakes tomorrow, and sunshine, i've not forgotten about the cookie monster and big bird plush toys!
Happy New Year everyone (:
Insyallah it will be fueled by good intentions and good will
Insyallah i will fulfil a purpose
Tawakal
Insyallah it will be fueled by good intentions and good will
Insyallah i will fulfil a purpose
Tawakal
Honestly, I don't know what to say about 2009. It has been the worst year of my life. But at the same time, it has been the best year of my life. I know it sounds ironic but every single shitty thing that has happened to me this year somehow made me a better person as a whole. And so, here's the summary of my life in the year 2009.
( one glance of two-oh-oh-nine )
That's about it for 2009. Life's been a whirl but I'm still grateful for everything that has happened nevertheless. Like they always say, things happen for a reason. That is true without a doubt.
( one glance of two-oh-oh-nine )
That's about it for 2009. Life's been a whirl but I'm still grateful for everything that has happened nevertheless. Like they always say, things happen for a reason. That is true without a doubt.
- Mood:
grateful
I wrote a long long lonnnggg entry to post here about how 2009 went.But i realised its just a regurgitation of the stress, excitement, FEAR, anxiety, anger, happiness and sadness. 2008 was awesome coz i took back all that i lost. 2009 was a bigbig challenge.
I dont know of the outcome of A levels and that will be an indicator of how 2010 will be for me.The options that i have to direct my life are still fuzzy.I just pray for the best.Insyallah what happens is for the best as for that moment but i wont be a defeatist or pessimist.
All i know is that right now,2010 starts of with a heart of warmth and affection.
I also hope that the people whom have i have bonded with dont leave. Friends whom i have confided in and cried my heart to.People who trust me and people whom i trust.People like the RSG's, MLEP room gang (sorry theres so many names i would like to individually mention but like everyone of korang i have great appreciation for), cedarbabies and YOU.
I have done much mistake in 2009 and i apologize to everyone of you.
2010 will dawn very soon. I want to start with determination and a fighting spirit.
They say,ignorance is bliss.Its true you know. Growing up and observing and knowing more made things so much more complicated.Thus the determination to live each day the day it is.
I may move to a different eljay account.
I dont know why.But it feels somehwat a nagging need to change eljay.
Like how some people chop their hair for a new year?
Hohum.
I dont know of the outcome of A levels and that will be an indicator of how 2010 will be for me.The options that i have to direct my life are still fuzzy.I just pray for the best.Insyallah what happens is for the best as for that moment but i wont be a defeatist or pessimist.
All i know is that right now,2010 starts of with a heart of warmth and affection.
I also hope that the people whom have i have bonded with dont leave. Friends whom i have confided in and cried my heart to.People who trust me and people whom i trust.People like the RSG's, MLEP room gang (sorry theres so many names i would like to individually mention but like everyone of korang i have great appreciation for), cedarbabies and YOU.
I have done much mistake in 2009 and i apologize to everyone of you.
2010 will dawn very soon. I want to start with determination and a fighting spirit.
They say,ignorance is bliss.Its true you know. Growing up and observing and knowing more made things so much more complicated.Thus the determination to live each day the day it is.
I may move to a different eljay account.
I dont know why.But it feels somehwat a nagging need to change eljay.
Like how some people chop their hair for a new year?
Hohum.
I am no longer working as a sales associate for Robinsons anymore. I am now working for DKNY as a sales promoter.
Ready? 1, 2, 3.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! FUCK YEAAAAAHHHH!!! :D :D
On a side note, I'd like to thank God for making my life awesome. You rule. Thank you for making me so fucking happy. All that I need to do right now is take baby steps ma cherie, baby steps.
From Robinsons to DKNY to Steve Madden to Coach to Chanel to Burberry... Baby steps. ^_^
I know it's a little over the top but if you want to dream, might as well dream big right?
Anyway, I'm going to be working at the Robinsons outlet located at Centrepoint. Yes, I'll be working at my previous workplace. I'll be working at the same department, with the same colleagues, with the same supervisor and all that jazz. The only thing that's different is that I'll be working under DKNY instead of Robinsons.
And the pay's better too. Heeee. :D
I'm really hoping that work won't be so awkward since I already know everyone in the department. A lot of part-time sales associates are leaving since it's going to be a new year and school's reopening soon for them. I just hope that there'll be some crazy co-workers left around so that I'll have friends to play cards with in the storeroom when things get dull.
I'm really beginning to fall in love with my job. Initially, I hated doing sales because I have to serve snobbish, rich and demanding customers while having to be on my feet for more than 12 hours daily. But to serve customers who are truly grateful of your assistance... These people make my day. And also my awesome possum colleagues. Damn, my working life would suck so much without them.
My working life as a DKNY promoter begins tomorrow. Let's hope tomorrow will be a wonderful day.
New year, new job, new life. :D
Ready? 1, 2, 3.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! FUCK YEAAAAAHHHH!!! :D :D
On a side note, I'd like to thank God for making my life awesome. You rule. Thank you for making me so fucking happy. All that I need to do right now is take baby steps ma cherie, baby steps.
From Robinsons to DKNY to Steve Madden to Coach to Chanel to Burberry... Baby steps. ^_^
I know it's a little over the top but if you want to dream, might as well dream big right?
Anyway, I'm going to be working at the Robinsons outlet located at Centrepoint. Yes, I'll be working at my previous workplace. I'll be working at the same department, with the same colleagues, with the same supervisor and all that jazz. The only thing that's different is that I'll be working under DKNY instead of Robinsons.
And the pay's better too. Heeee. :D
I'm really hoping that work won't be so awkward since I already know everyone in the department. A lot of part-time sales associates are leaving since it's going to be a new year and school's reopening soon for them. I just hope that there'll be some crazy co-workers left around so that I'll have friends to play cards with in the storeroom when things get dull.
I'm really beginning to fall in love with my job. Initially, I hated doing sales because I have to serve snobbish, rich and demanding customers while having to be on my feet for more than 12 hours daily. But to serve customers who are truly grateful of your assistance... These people make my day. And also my awesome possum colleagues. Damn, my working life would suck so much without them.
My working life as a DKNY promoter begins tomorrow. Let's hope tomorrow will be a wonderful day.
New year, new job, new life. :D
- Mood:
jubilant
I know this font-size is much to little for comfort but anything larger than this annoys me in the most peculiar manner. It feels as if anything larger than this will upset the balance of space or image of my posts. (Tell me i'm not abnormal or suffering from an OCD related disease?)
Yesterday was spent with good company, Matt, Cleo, Steph, Mansoor, V (people who initially scared the shit out of me when i first saw them at the YOG meeting 'cause they all seemed so in the zone). MINDS turned out to be a rather embarrassing affair with steph doing anything we dared her to and myself falling off the chair. What i really enjoyed though, was the exhausting (but insightful) talk we shared while slackin' our bums off at the Cathay's starbucks. It's nice to have people you can just sit around and chat endlessly without feeling uncomfortable in any way. 2009's been a real big bitch, you know that don't you darling? Not just for myself but so many others as well. Loads of unecessary unhappiness. No matter, you're going going gone now and to be honest, while i can't be sure of what 2010 might bring, i'm definitely glad that 2009's gonna be over in abit more that 24 hours from now. Goodbye to everything that should be gone with the wind.
- Mood:
hopeful
No rush. Take it in slow motion. Learn and be learnt. Take a step back and see the bigger picture.
The Blue People (Avatar) was alright. I do not think it was like entirely awesome like how many make it out to be but as a whole, yes, it was good. I just the sci fic effects was cool.
hehe heh heh sleepover at heights last night
We've lost so many amazing people this year.
Michael Jackson, Farrah Fawcett, Brittany Murphy, DJ AM, Daul Kim, James "The Rev" Sullivan...
And more importantly, my grandfather. :'(
I miss him so much.
2009, you suck big time.
Michael Jackson, Farrah Fawcett, Brittany Murphy, DJ AM, Daul Kim, James "The Rev" Sullivan...
And more importantly, my grandfather. :'(
I miss him so much.
2009, you suck big time.
- Mood:
sad
2009, you have been crazy, you have pushed me to my limits, tested my patience, left me wounded time after time, made me fall for a tad too many boys at one point in time, ignited my grumpiness to the extremes, put my self-esteem all the way down hitting rock bottom, turned me into an unsightly wasted drunkard at parties but the best of it all is having you shoot cupid arrows at me making me fall hopelessly in love and in turn, making me a better person.
Okay, I have to admit. Prom didn't suck THAT bad. It was kinda fun to be honest. Well, the prom itself was okay. The host was pretty hilarious and the food was alright. But the post-prom party was awesome possum. It was held at SupperClub and I think I'm beginning to fall in love with the clubbing scene nightlife all over again. Three cheers for dancing like there's no tomorrow!
Keep this to yourselves: Mahes went down on me on the dancefloor! HO HO HO! :D
( PICTURE TIME! SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAMMMMM :) )
Okay, that's about it. Buh-bye.
Keep this to yourselves: Mahes went down on me on the dancefloor! HO HO HO! :D
( PICTURE TIME! SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAMMMMM :) )
Okay, that's about it. Buh-bye.
- Mood: optimistic
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I was hoping my personal school of thought'd be open tonight but it appears to be quite locked up, from the inside nonetheless. I apologise for the mundane posts, but oh whatever deal with it. *grimace grimace grimace pouts* Am thinking of which loyal lined A5 sized friend to purchase and see me through next year.- this year's orange monologue was badly neglected. Looked through little surprises i recieved during the year, most of which popped by when i wasn't feeling too cheery (the best of which came from a certain felle with a sunshine grin), others just randomly materialise in front of my eyes from time to time to keep the huge grins a constant. Not very successful 'cause this year saw plenty of salted raindrops. I randomly miss people like rye hann and charissa, hisfriendben (who desperately needs to update his eljay cause i need some good eljay reads thank you) and a long list of other people. Tsk, I need a job; well i have a job which i don't want but can't back out of because i keep my promises like that. I know tara doesn't read this but if you do, i'm staring at you now. (I still love you!). Ah jeebs i'm getting bored of my lack of thought. Shall just wait for my supper of mcdonalds (hahaha two years after that advert i'm still so loyal to mcdonalds okay, cept that i STILL haven't tried the bloody prosperity burger before) to arrive. Can't wait for tomorrow, can't wait for things to happen; can't wait to stop waiting.
- Mood:
confused - Music:Chances- Five For Fighting
I wanted to blog about so many things tonight but I'm so tired and lazy. I just got back home from work so yeah. I guess a prom-pic-spam post is waaaaaayyyyyyy overdue and perhaps, more about work as well. I've got a whole heck of surprises in store for you folks about the latter, so yeah. SMEXCITED. :D
KOKO KOKO KOKO KOKO KOKO YOU'RE SO ADORABLE.
Gaah. I can't stand shy guys. They just hit me right smack in the middle of my... sanity? I don't know. They always make me feel so gleeful and...motherly crazy, somehow. Like when I met Koko today, I was like "OMG, WHY ARE YOU SO SHY AROUND ME? I WON'T BITE YOU! AHHHH YOU'RE SO CUTE!". I hope I didn't scare him but seriously, this is what shy guys do to me. OMG. I am suddenly reminded of leftsidememo and her little moments of win when she is around shy guys too. HAHA!
Alright, it's 1.33AM. Time to sleep. Going out with Pei Xuan tomorrow! Work has officially made both of us closer than ever. :D
KOKO KOKO KOKO KOKO KOKO YOU'RE SO ADORABLE.
Gaah. I can't stand shy guys. They just hit me right smack in the middle of my... sanity? I don't know. They always make me feel so gleeful and...
leftsidememo and her little moments of win when she is around shy guys too. HAHA!Alright, it's 1.33AM. Time to sleep. Going out with Pei Xuan tomorrow! Work has officially made both of us closer than ever. :D
- Mood:
giggly
dont it sound just like im leaving Singapore for good to see the world or something adventurous and awesomeee? bleah. one can dream aye. but for now, i AM leaving this god-forsaken place where dreams are merely fantastical but nowhere close to reality, to escape to the west! well, at least for 3 whole weeks. {:
though i'd rather be heading over to Europe, i reckon i should appreciate that i actually get to travel to the States with my friends. so bring the Winter on, im ready for Disneyland, shopping sprees, salesalesales, Skull Candy headphones(!) and all that is to come. before that, God keep us safe and sane on our flight(s) there and back. to the rest of you, i'd see you soon and HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
- Music:mind in the gutter-chris crocker
i realise i my diary is beginning to have function again
i realise that all i want to do is meet up with rsg's,JK and cedarbabies
i realise i miss you even if we talk everyday
i realise i am selfish..so very selfish
i realise that i miss many many people especially budak-budak MCS/JK/MNFZ 08 and 09, RSG's
i realise i miss tarian
i realise i miss drama
i realise i miss school and the whole feeling productive and stress hustling bustling around school
i realise i miss canteen food (sounds stupid..but i do)
i realise i miss cikgu rabiah and cikgu rosemah and cikgu malek
i realise i miss studying biology and sastera.
i realise i miss wearing sneakers and school uni and seeing my other friends (who bathe) looking fresh and cheery on some school days OR down-out stressed on test days
i realise i miss college
i realise despite everything that happened in college..all that exam freak-out or the bitchy-nak-strangle-someone or the ridiculous attempts by the principle to give her morning preaching....i really love everyone in school.i know i should get over it already.but i never got a chance to write special notes to everyone and give them out on graduation day (coz i didnt come) and tell everyone how much i truly appreciate them.
looking through all my previous eljay entries that depicted my everyday..i really am grateful to everyone.i remember the many venues in school where rsgs's would chill and hang and talk.even despite us being in different classes that range from arts to science.i WILL always remember the MLEP room where we pray together,stress together,kecoh together,bingit together,train,practice together for every event we hosted.THAT IS PRIDE AT ITS BEST.
the idea of the guys gg for ns..makes it somewhat sadd too coz my msn will be empty and i wont have pple like akhim being a nuisance on my fb anymore.or i wont have syazwan to like talk to either.to be honest....i love it when teh soccer boys sit together satu geng and like kacau2.i love it when sinar kencana practices in the mlep room. i love it when zahG goes crazy in the room and does silly things.i love it just sitting down and watching everyone go crazy in that room getting ready..hustling bustling.
i dedicate this post to everyone whom i worked closely with in school and have been a part of my life. just a shoutout that i miss you pple.
i realise that all i want to do is meet up with rsg's,JK and cedarbabies
i realise i miss you even if we talk everyday
i realise i am selfish..so very selfish
i realise that i miss many many people especially budak-budak MCS/JK/MNFZ 08 and 09, RSG's
i realise i miss tarian
i realise i miss drama
i realise i miss school and the whole feeling productive and stress hustling bustling around school
i realise i miss canteen food (sounds stupid..but i do)
i realise i miss cikgu rabiah and cikgu rosemah and cikgu malek
i realise i miss studying biology and sastera.
i realise i miss wearing sneakers and school uni and seeing my other friends (who bathe) looking fresh and cheery on some school days OR down-out stressed on test days
i realise i miss college
i realise despite everything that happened in college..all that exam freak-out or the bitchy-nak-strangle-someone or the ridiculous attempts by the principle to give her morning preaching....i really love everyone in school.i know i should get over it already.but i never got a chance to write special notes to everyone and give them out on graduation day (coz i didnt come) and tell everyone how much i truly appreciate them.
looking through all my previous eljay entries that depicted my everyday..i really am grateful to everyone.i remember the many venues in school where rsgs's would chill and hang and talk.even despite us being in different classes that range from arts to science.i WILL always remember the MLEP room where we pray together,stress together,kecoh together,bingit together,train,practice together for every event we hosted.THAT IS PRIDE AT ITS BEST.
the idea of the guys gg for ns..makes it somewhat sadd too coz my msn will be empty and i wont have pple like akhim being a nuisance on my fb anymore.or i wont have syazwan to like talk to either.to be honest....i love it when teh soccer boys sit together satu geng and like kacau2.i love it when sinar kencana practices in the mlep room. i love it when zahG goes crazy in the room and does silly things.i love it just sitting down and watching everyone go crazy in that room getting ready..hustling bustling.
i dedicate this post to everyone whom i worked closely with in school and have been a part of my life. just a shoutout that i miss you pple.
hi joshua paul siow wei han, i love you okay and for the second time, i am not just your best friend :(
tomorrow, i will tickle the daylights out of you, you watch out (!)
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