
I know this font-size is much to little for comfort but anything larger than this annoys me in the most peculiar manner. It feels as if anything larger than this will upset the balance of space or image of my posts. (Tell me i'm not abnormal or suffering from an OCD related disease?)
Yesterday was spent with good company, Matt, Cleo, Steph, Mansoor, V (people who initially scared the shit out of me when i first saw them at the YOG meeting 'cause they all seemed so in the zone). MINDS turned out to be a rather embarrassing affair with steph doing anything we dared her to and myself falling off the chair. What i really enjoyed though, was the exhausting (but insightful) talk we shared while slackin' our bums off at the Cathay's starbucks. It's nice to have people you can just sit around and chat endlessly without feeling uncomfortable in any way. 2009's been a real big bitch, you know that don't you darling? Not just for myself but so many others as well. Loads of unecessary unhappiness. No matter, you're going going gone now and to be honest, while i can't be sure of what 2010 might bring, i'm definitely glad that 2009's gonna be over in abit more that 24 hours from now. Goodbye to everything that should be gone with the wind.
- Mood:
hopeful
No rush. Take it in slow motion. Learn and be learnt. Take a step back and see the bigger picture.
The Blue People (Avatar) was alright. I do not think it was like entirely awesome like how many make it out to be but as a whole, yes, it was good. I just the sci fic effects was cool.
hehe heh heh sleepover at heights last night
We've lost so many amazing people this year.
Michael Jackson, Farrah Fawcett, Brittany Murphy, DJ AM, Daul Kim, James "The Rev" Sullivan...
And more importantly, my grandfather. :'(
I miss him so much.
2009, you suck big time.
Michael Jackson, Farrah Fawcett, Brittany Murphy, DJ AM, Daul Kim, James "The Rev" Sullivan...
And more importantly, my grandfather. :'(
I miss him so much.
2009, you suck big time.
- Mood:
sad
2009, you have been crazy, you have pushed me to my limits, tested my patience, left me wounded time after time, made me fall for a tad too many boys at one point in time, ignited my grumpiness to the extremes, put my self-esteem all the way down hitting rock bottom, turned me into an unsightly wasted drunkard at parties but the best of it all is having you shoot cupid arrows at me making me fall hopelessly in love and in turn, making me a better person.
Okay, I have to admit. Prom didn't suck THAT bad. It was kinda fun to be honest. Well, the prom itself was okay. The host was pretty hilarious and the food was alright. But the post-prom party was awesome possum. It was held at SupperClub and I think I'm beginning to fall in love with the clubbing scene nightlife all over again. Three cheers for dancing like there's no tomorrow!
Keep this to yourselves: Mahes went down on me on the dancefloor! HO HO HO! :D
( PICTURE TIME! SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAMMMMM :) )
Okay, that's about it. Buh-bye.
Keep this to yourselves: Mahes went down on me on the dancefloor! HO HO HO! :D
( PICTURE TIME! SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAMMMMM :) )
Okay, that's about it. Buh-bye.
- Mood:
optimistic
Today, I've decided. Back to the corner where I first saw you.
P.S: look at me.
P.S: look at me.

Aloha Bitches.
I was hoping my personal school of thought'd be open tonight but it appears to be quite locked up, from the inside nonetheless. I apologise for the mundane posts, but oh whatever deal with it. *grimace grimace grimace pouts* Am thinking of which loyal lined A5 sized friend to purchase and see me through next year.- this year's orange monologue was badly neglected. Looked through little surprises i recieved during the year, most of which popped by when i wasn't feeling too cheery (the best of which came from a certain felle with a sunshine grin), others just randomly materialise in front of my eyes from time to time to keep the huge grins a constant. Not very successful 'cause this year saw plenty of salted raindrops. I randomly miss people like rye hann and charissa, hisfriendben (who desperately needs to update his eljay cause i need some good eljay reads thank you) and a long list of other people. Tsk, I need a job; well i have a job which i don't want but can't back out of because i keep my promises like that. I know tara doesn't read this but if you do, i'm staring at you now. (I still love you!). Ah jeebs i'm getting bored of my lack of thought. Shall just wait for my supper of mcdonalds (hahaha two years after that advert i'm still so loyal to mcdonalds okay, cept that i STILL haven't tried the bloody prosperity burger before) to arrive. Can't wait for tomorrow, can't wait for things to happen; can't wait to stop waiting.
- Mood:
confused - Music:Chances- Five For Fighting
I wanted to blog about so many things tonight but I'm so tired and lazy. I just got back home from work so yeah. I guess a prom-pic-spam post is waaaaaayyyyyyy overdue and perhaps, more about work as well. I've got a whole heck of surprises in store for you folks about the latter, so yeah. SMEXCITED. :D
KOKO KOKO KOKO KOKO KOKO YOU'RE SO ADORABLE.
Gaah. I can't stand shy guys. They just hit me right smack in the middle of my... sanity? I don't know. They always make me feel so gleeful and...motherly crazy, somehow. Like when I met Koko today, I was like "OMG, WHY ARE YOU SO SHY AROUND ME? I WON'T BITE YOU! AHHHH YOU'RE SO CUTE!". I hope I didn't scare him but seriously, this is what shy guys do to me. OMG. I am suddenly reminded of
leftsidememo and her little moments of win when she is around shy guys too. HAHA!
Alright, it's 1.33AM. Time to sleep. Going out with Pei Xuan tomorrow! Work has officially made both of us closer than ever. :D
KOKO KOKO KOKO KOKO KOKO YOU'RE SO ADORABLE.
Gaah. I can't stand shy guys. They just hit me right smack in the middle of my... sanity? I don't know. They always make me feel so gleeful and...
Alright, it's 1.33AM. Time to sleep. Going out with Pei Xuan tomorrow! Work has officially made both of us closer than ever. :D
- Mood:
giggly

dont it sound just like im leaving Singapore for good to see the world or something adventurous and awesomeee? bleah. one can dream aye. but for now, i AM leaving this god-forsaken place where dreams are merely fantastical but nowhere close to reality, to escape to the west! well, at least for 3 whole weeks. {:
though i'd rather be heading over to Europe, i reckon i should appreciate that i actually get to travel to the States with my friends. so bring the Winter on, im ready for Disneyland, shopping sprees, salesalesales, Skull Candy headphones(!) and all that is to come. before that, God keep us safe and sane on our flight(s) there and back. to the rest of you, i'd see you soon and HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
- Music:mind in the gutter-chris crocker
i realise i my diary is beginning to have function again
i realise that all i want to do is meet up with rsg's,JK and cedarbabies
i realise i miss you even if we talk everyday
i realise i am selfish..so very selfish
i realise that i miss many many people especially budak-budak MCS/JK/MNFZ 08 and 09, RSG's
i realise i miss tarian
i realise i miss drama
i realise i miss school and the whole feeling productive and stress hustling bustling around school
i realise i miss canteen food (sounds stupid..but i do)
i realise i miss cikgu rabiah and cikgu rosemah and cikgu malek
i realise i miss studying biology and sastera.
i realise i miss wearing sneakers and school uni and seeing my other friends (who bathe) looking fresh and cheery on some school days OR down-out stressed on test days
i realise i miss college
i realise despite everything that happened in college..all that exam freak-out or the bitchy-nak-strangle-someone or the ridiculous attempts by the principle to give her morning preaching....i really love everyone in school.i know i should get over it already.but i never got a chance to write special notes to everyone and give them out on graduation day (coz i didnt come) and tell everyone how much i truly appreciate them.
looking through all my previous eljay entries that depicted my everyday..i really am grateful to everyone.i remember the many venues in school where rsgs's would chill and hang and talk.even despite us being in different classes that range from arts to science.i WILL always remember the MLEP room where we pray together,stress together,kecoh together,bingit together,train,practice together for every event we hosted.THAT IS PRIDE AT ITS BEST.
the idea of the guys gg for ns..makes it somewhat sadd too coz my msn will be empty and i wont have pple like akhim being a nuisance on my fb anymore.or i wont have syazwan to like talk to either.to be honest....i love it when teh soccer boys sit together satu geng and like kacau2.i love it when sinar kencana practices in the mlep room. i love it when zahG goes crazy in the room and does silly things.i love it just sitting down and watching everyone go crazy in that room getting ready..hustling bustling.
i dedicate this post to everyone whom i worked closely with in school and have been a part of my life. just a shoutout that i miss you pple.
i realise that all i want to do is meet up with rsg's,JK and cedarbabies
i realise i miss you even if we talk everyday
i realise i am selfish..so very selfish
i realise that i miss many many people especially budak-budak MCS/JK/MNFZ 08 and 09, RSG's
i realise i miss tarian
i realise i miss drama
i realise i miss school and the whole feeling productive and stress hustling bustling around school
i realise i miss canteen food (sounds stupid..but i do)
i realise i miss cikgu rabiah and cikgu rosemah and cikgu malek
i realise i miss studying biology and sastera.
i realise i miss wearing sneakers and school uni and seeing my other friends (who bathe) looking fresh and cheery on some school days OR down-out stressed on test days
i realise i miss college
i realise despite everything that happened in college..all that exam freak-out or the bitchy-nak-strangle-someone or the ridiculous attempts by the principle to give her morning preaching....i really love everyone in school.i know i should get over it already.but i never got a chance to write special notes to everyone and give them out on graduation day (coz i didnt come) and tell everyone how much i truly appreciate them.
looking through all my previous eljay entries that depicted my everyday..i really am grateful to everyone.i remember the many venues in school where rsgs's would chill and hang and talk.even despite us being in different classes that range from arts to science.i WILL always remember the MLEP room where we pray together,stress together,kecoh together,bingit together,train,practice together for every event we hosted.THAT IS PRIDE AT ITS BEST.
the idea of the guys gg for ns..makes it somewhat sadd too coz my msn will be empty and i wont have pple like akhim being a nuisance on my fb anymore.or i wont have syazwan to like talk to either.to be honest....i love it when teh soccer boys sit together satu geng and like kacau2.i love it when sinar kencana practices in the mlep room. i love it when zahG goes crazy in the room and does silly things.i love it just sitting down and watching everyone go crazy in that room getting ready..hustling bustling.
i dedicate this post to everyone whom i worked closely with in school and have been a part of my life. just a shoutout that i miss you pple.
I know it's abit late but oh well. Here's my wishlist!
The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown ( I think I'm gonna buy it myself later )
The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks( It's movie is gonna be out next year!)
The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks ( I heard it was very nice but I always didn't get a chance to read it. )
Three cups of Tea by Greg Mortenson ( This guy is doing what I would love to do )
Stones Into Schools by Greg Mortenson ( Squeal to Three cups of Tea)
An Ordinary Man by Tom Zoellner ( it's an autobiography for Paul Rusesabagina, the man who saved 1268 lives in the Rwandan Genocide. )
A Long Way Gone: Memoirs of a Child Soldier by Ishmael Beah
Yeah I know they are all books but I think it's about time I start developing my reading interests! Oh if u think that theres any other book that might interest me, be it English or Chinese, please let me know! (:
Good night!
P.S: Check out the trailer for The Last Song
The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown ( I think I'm gonna buy it myself later )
The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks( It's movie is gonna be out next year!)
The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks ( I heard it was very nice but I always didn't get a chance to read it. )
Three cups of Tea by Greg Mortenson ( This guy is doing what I would love to do )
Stones Into Schools by Greg Mortenson ( Squeal to Three cups of Tea)
An Ordinary Man by Tom Zoellner ( it's an autobiography for Paul Rusesabagina, the man who saved 1268 lives in the Rwandan Genocide. )
A Long Way Gone: Memoirs of a Child Soldier by Ishmael Beah
Yeah I know they are all books but I think it's about time I start developing my reading interests! Oh if u think that theres any other book that might interest me, be it English or Chinese, please let me know! (:
Good night!
P.S: Check out the trailer for The Last Song
I had my first authentic christmas dinner today, it was a feast of turkey, ham, roast beef, brussel sprouts and corn, stuffing, cranberry sauce, applesauce, sweet potatoes and baked potatoes with pats of butter and yummy christmas pudding which was set aflame served with fresh cream yummy tum tum. I went for christmas midnight mass at divine mercy and it was really interesting to see for the very first time, how service is carried out and all. We went back to Heights to exchange christmas presents and I actually have so much more to say but somehow at this odd hour of the day, my excitement cannot be articulated into words, so all I have to say is, this christmas has been beyond awesome :)
Merry Christmas everyone.
Merry Christmas everyone.
Dear Mr You're-awesome-but-I-have-no-idea-who-yo u-are,
Thank you so very much for letting me rest my head on your shoulder when I napped on my bus ride home from work today. I know the route that bus number 65 takes seems endless. Well, the whole bus ride lasted for more than an hour but it was extremely generous of you to let me lean on you while I was resting.
I know that you weren't feeling well because I could hear you cough at times even though I had my earpiece plugged in, listening to The Killers. And it was super sweet of you to apologize every single time you had a coughing fit and tell me that you were okay and that I could rest my head once again on your shoulder after you were done coughing.
And when my phone battery died out and I couldn't listen to any music, you started humming "Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer" and "Twelve Days of Christmas" once you noticed that I've kept my earpiece in my bag. You did all that, despite having a cough and not knowing who the hell I was.
Today, I was exhausted and extremely cranky from having to be on my feet for the entire day and serve bitchy customers at work but you mister, whoever kind soul you may be, made my day. You're awesome. Honestly, it's nice to know that people like you exist. I know that you may never get to read this but God knows what the chances are. I just want to show how truly grateful I am for your kind gesture.
P.S: If I ever see you again, be prepared for I'm going to attack you with a hug.
The ever so grateful,
Rye Hann
Thank you so very much for letting me rest my head on your shoulder when I napped on my bus ride home from work today. I know the route that bus number 65 takes seems endless. Well, the whole bus ride lasted for more than an hour but it was extremely generous of you to let me lean on you while I was resting.
I know that you weren't feeling well because I could hear you cough at times even though I had my earpiece plugged in, listening to The Killers. And it was super sweet of you to apologize every single time you had a coughing fit and tell me that you were okay and that I could rest my head once again on your shoulder after you were done coughing.
And when my phone battery died out and I couldn't listen to any music, you started humming "Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer" and "Twelve Days of Christmas" once you noticed that I've kept my earpiece in my bag. You did all that, despite having a cough and not knowing who the hell I was.
Today, I was exhausted and extremely cranky from having to be on my feet for the entire day and serve bitchy customers at work but you mister, whoever kind soul you may be, made my day. You're awesome. Honestly, it's nice to know that people like you exist. I know that you may never get to read this but God knows what the chances are. I just want to show how truly grateful I am for your kind gesture.
P.S: If I ever see you again, be prepared for I'm going to attack you with a hug.
The ever so grateful,
Rye Hann
- Mood:
thankful
Wishing Danny, Stephen, Kathy, Marc (Adam) & Adam Merry Christmas.
Oh. & to all of you celebrating Christmas too.
- Mood:
cheerful
It's christmas eve, time to make merry and have fun. Time to marinate the turkey and prepare the stuffings, glaze the ham and mash the potatoes. Time to let kilojoules of electricity run through the wires and light up the many tinted lights on your christmas tree. Time to send out well-wishes on mass-produced/personally made christmas cards which will see to making all your friends/famiy smile. For the believers, time to pray for peace, joy, love and forgiveness, and to forgive those who have sinned against them as well. For the nomads of religion, time to join in the mass of believers and quietly say little prayers of our own in hope that all will be better in time to come. For some others, who might fall under either categories regardless, time to hit the clubs, party till they get drunk. Time to gather with the family and have a hearty dinner without quarrels. Time to put up mistletoes and giggle as you watch them lovers glow. Time to accept invitations to parties instead of always turning them down. Time to exchange gifts, little or large. Time to say your most sincere sorrys' and thank yous. Time to tell the truth and quit hiding under your facade. Time to say "I love you" to the ones you do.
I love you.
- Mood:
cold

ah fuck it. i cant be bothered.
- Music:found a reason-cat power
Oh. Last minute Christmas shopping tomorrow. =)
& While spring cleaning my room (which included clearing up my laptop), I came across some photos. Quite nostalgic. Lol. Will post them up tomorrow (hopefully, no one minds. lol.).
I'm also wondering where is Ethel?
I'm also wondering where is my pencil case?
I'm also wondering how short my hair is going to be after the cut (I do not want any kind of hairstyle.)?
I'm also wondering if I can escape all the busy things that is going on now and go out on Sunday (you know who you are.)?
I'm also wondering if blue, yellow, black/red, green, orange, peach or white baju kurung would be appropriate for next week?
I'm also wondering if TRL has decided to stock up new books (good new books please.)?
I'm also wondering if not having a wallet for the rest of my life seems like a terrific idea?
I'm also wondering if anyone is going to Malaysia anytime soon?
I'm also wondering if there is The Vampire Diaries Season 2?
I'm also wondering if I can shut up and stop wondering?
& While spring cleaning my room (which included clearing up my laptop), I came across some photos. Quite nostalgic. Lol. Will post them up tomorrow (hopefully, no one minds. lol.).
I'm also wondering where is Ethel?
I'm also wondering where is my pencil case?
I'm also wondering how short my hair is going to be after the cut (I do not want any kind of hairstyle.)?
I'm also wondering if I can escape all the busy things that is going on now and go out on Sunday (you know who you are.)?
I'm also wondering if blue, yellow, black/red, green, orange, peach or white baju kurung would be appropriate for next week?
I'm also wondering if TRL has decided to stock up new books (good new books please.)?
I'm also wondering if not having a wallet for the rest of my life seems like a terrific idea?
I'm also wondering if anyone is going to Malaysia anytime soon?
I'm also wondering if there is The Vampire Diaries Season 2?
I'm also wondering if I can shut up and stop wondering?
- Mood:
crazy - Music:All The Right Moves By One Republic

